It was a silent, sorrowful convoy of shapeless, drab, grim shades; a bizarre, weird motley crew, who kept me tied to painful yesterdays, following me around relentlessly like my own shadow, everywhere I went, calling me, invitingly, into their nothingness: I, devoid of purpose; they, burdened with intent. And so, I roamed this bleakest sphere almost sightless; all was blurred and hazy, caught in a sunless, gloomy nightmare worth of the darkest dreams of Piranesi; but then, so gracefully, she came to find me and all was transfigured, into that garden where we walked hand in hand in ecstasy, enthralled, in wonder, and enchanted. It was Spring: Nature decreed life and our world turned sunny and clear; those spectres, with all their woes, then just had to disappear; for she took me somewhere else and those phantasms surely did know it: it was the blooming month of May, and she crowned me poet.
My simple words upon the page up to that point, at best had been unfocused visions holding vague promises of success; but mostly, through those lonely times, in confusion, at their worst, they seemed mad ramblings from an author half-man and half-ghost. It was with poppies and roses that spoke of passion, all in red, and perfumed laurel that she made the crown she put on my weary head, Suddenly, I was infused with Spirit that coming forth from her sweet breath magically turned into a crown what once might have been a funereal wreath. And now, as we live in the domain of Love, through the wind, everywhere, Spirit shall blow it; it was the blooming month of May and she crowned me poet.
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